I have written bits and pieces over the years but in my state it has become difficult to put things together and add things. In the past, sometimes when I would be sitting down I would become blank of thoughts and unable to focus. I cannot stand for long periods of time. Depending on the weather or what I ate I may get an instant migraine. I have an IPhone 7. I try to upgrade but it affects me badly and I start getting a headache and it may often be accompanied with stomach problems. I cannot watch TV also. I could only watch some old shows. The new shows or the streaming affects me the same as the phone. I have written about this in one of my blogs. What I can say is that my body has become more like the movement of energy or a new vibrational frequency for a lack of a better way to explain. Sometimes it moves as a wave. In short my nervous system have become very sensitive and these wave lengths are affecting me. With my age also, my bones are not what they were use to be and sometimes would ache if I do a long walk.

When I don’t have a headache, I can focus(like right now as I write this) so I am able to do my groceries and do my doctor’s appointment. I don’t drive if I have a headache. So I can still do things and I do my art and gardening and sometimes I sew. The thing is I can’t hold down a job and I have been retired since the end of 2010 and as I stated somewhere on this website. I live by God’s grace.

So many things I have experienced, but I could not write them all. The things I have written down already I will leave it here. Perhaps it will give insights to someone out there. Someone just like me