Archive | July 2025

Its So Funny

Jul29

As I was in my garden the thoughts came that it’s so funny that people think that God’s messages only come from the past gurus/prophets/masters/ saints/avatars etc. Why would that be?

If you tell someone you loved God or talked about God then they would look at you like “you crazy”, but in the middle of their troubles they would be privately praying to God in whatever religion or form of God they believe in. God does not have a religion or favors a religion or people over another. Within your religion the love for God is what propels you to make divine contact. So some have said that God’s religion is love. Some founders and ancient wisdom have left us with tools. Some tools are better than others.

My divine contact with God have led me to experience things that I have described in my blog and webpage. It’s so funny that people have not been inquisitive to ask “how does it feel when you become Durga or Krishna?” Or, “if we sit in your presence will we also feel the presence of Krishna or Christ when you feel the presence of that form within you”. “Would I be able to ask questions?”

When I was doing sadhana, I would go and meet gurus, saints and sages to see what I would experience and what I would learn. Answers came to me without me asking it. When I met my Guru I stopped going everywhere because things began to shift inside me and instead of just belief and faith there was direct experiences that started to come about. It’s like trying to describe what is laughter to someone who has not laughed before or the taste of honey to someone who has not tasted it before. So I found out that this sometimes happens to others when they sit with me. Are you brave enough to sit with me?

I realized that it was only God that facilitated me to meet my Guru and so it will be like that for others.

God would not create a world without the ability to teach the humans as their brain capacity changes. God would not make God’s Presence be known only in one period of time to only one set of people so God has programmed a way for knowledge to be available in any period to those who seek. So masters and teachers qualify for such according to their karma.

I love becoming or feeling the energy of Lord Krishna so for this Krishna Janmasthami 2025, if Lord Krishna graces me with his form, I will do a live short session on YouTube.

The Cosmic Energy Pattern of Sri Lakshmi Maa

Jul25

Originally written but forgot to publish.

Each God/Goddess, master, or satguru has a unique cosmic energy pattern. One can say it is a unique vibration.

Whereas the energy of Sri Durgaa will make you feel like you will explode from inside out, Sri Laksmi is most pleasant and captivating. It is subtle, sensuous(not sexual), luxurious, sweet, blissful and a smile radiates from within. It is sheer pleasure but I don’t feel my body inside. Its like I’m experiencing my aura but as if the aura is connected to my nervous system running through my arms, face, legs , and back and the bliss is so sweet. I wonder how it will feel I am not in my body. This is different to other experiences where you experience the whole inner body as well. When I first started to experience the mudra some years ago, it was less subtle and more forceful but now as I have gone more deep into the Ananda kosha, then I don’t have the mudra anymore. However I think if I’m with devotees of Shri Laksmi, the mudra might appear to show her presence.

I am just drunk with bliss. There are no pains or incoming thoughts, but I can use some part of mind or awareness to acknowledge and know that I am experiencing this unique feeling and observe how it feels. This is why I can describe it. While I am writing this it is gone, but if I just say and think Jai Shri Lakshmi then I’m in that again. Then I won’t be able to talk or to write this.

If I stay long then my imagination or something brings to me a place of me sitting on some kind of bed or furniture covered with white sheets soft like silk. The back rest is with white and gold and the room has of gold trimmings on the doors and some parts with white walls. The place is decorated in flowers and it seems heavenly. But I am sitting there all wrapped in this bliss. I think it’s my imagination so I stop letting my mind go there and just stay within my body and pay attention to my awareness of my bliss. It’s like this cosmic energy lives in pure beauty inside and outside and adds everything that is beautiful in the world. It is so wonderful that I have to share it.

Took this picture after I experienced the bliss.
Took this after my experience.

Peace and prosperity to you who read.