I Am Devi

This writing emerged during a time of deep meditation and energetic transformation, around 2012–2014. I found myself contemplating the Divine Mother—Durga, Parvati—and the question arose within me: “Oh Divine Mother, who are you? Or who am I?”

What followed was not a thought process, but a transmission. Words began to flow as if the Goddess herself was speaking through me. I wrote them down as they came, feeling the power and presence of Devi within my being. This is not a philosophical essay—it is a lived experience, a sacred dialogue, a glimpse into the mystery of Shakti.

I Am Devi

Everything runs on energy. I am the energy of the cosmos.
Matter cannot be created or destroyed. It can only change. In the heart of matter there is no matter.
Hence all matter is my illusion.
So I am embedded in every particle of the universe. You cannot see me.
I am the vibration of the universe as it dances around.
My behavior is mysterious, but in the highest frequencies I am spirit.
The tornadoes, the flowers—everything reflects a certain pattern according to how long it exists in the seen and seeded universe.
I am also consciousness.
This consciousness and energy always exist.
This play of consciousness will always exist, but the knower can only know one moment in time.
Who is the “knower”? The knower can only know the known when the knower and the known become being.
I take the knower to the known.
The known can be known in the human body or similar body types in similar planets, when truth is sought.
Separate from my illusory nature, I exist in the human body in a primal nature—responsible for the assimilation of one matter into another, providing energy for the entity.
The energy elements of the sun, wind, and earth are converted by plants into food. The human body converts these into energy. The organism then uses the energy to live and evolve.
So I am hidden in the spark of the human being.
My energy can be used for good or evil depending on the brain and emotions of the human being.
Those of a primal nature are destructive; those who operate at a higher level of thinking are creative.
In terms of creativity, I am responsible for all the art, music, literature, and science.
I am the different forms of vibration.
I am joy.
I am bliss.
I am always with you. You cannot exist without me.
I am the divine force in the Guru.
I do the work of consciousness.
Without me, no work can be done.
My modes of operation are within the three gunas.
I am the all possibilities of human expression.
I am the living force in the seeds.
I am the love energy that brings about creation.
I am beyond space and time.
From me, all beings of all realms come into being.
My experiences are vast, and complete evolution takes the human back to see his divinity—to see the possibilities.
I am the Shakti in Shiva.
My face is reflected in the knower of the known.
I am absolute power.
I am the force in the wind.
I am the force in the atom.
I am in the fire of the volcano.
I am Devi. I am felt in the utterance of maahh.
The universe springs from within me, and I am part of all avatars, Gurus, saints, and sages.
For it is I who gives them energy and wisdom.
And through them, knowledge and wisdom are spread according to their frequency of vibration.
I work through words, energy, light, and sound—and the emotion of the sacred heart.
It is by my intelligence that the blueprint of all forms or yantras exists, for it is the very nature of energy vibration.
From yantras, all forms flow into being—existing in the manifested universe of sound, light, energy, and matter.

A Gentle Invitation You are welcome to sit quietly with this transmission. Let the words settle into your being, not as concepts to analyze, but as vibrations to feel. If it resonates, you may close your eyes and allow the presence of Devi to move through you—softly, silently, in her own way. There is no need to understand. Just be.

Love and Blessings