Past Life Dream: A Transmission of Purpose

This dream came to me during deep sadhana. It was vivid, bright, and unlike any other. I do not claim it as a past life memory, but it felt like a transmission—a moment of instruction from a higher realm. I painted the scene to honor its imprint.

Painting of my vivid dream.

I was somewhere in another place on a mountain. It looked like night because there were stars. I was shown the earth down below in space. It looked like a huge light ball covered with yellow electricity (if you can draw this). It was spinning very fast and this person dressed in orange robes like a ancient rishi or sage (orange clothes with stick and water pot in hand) was standing below this huge tree. He was speaking to this young girl about 9 or 10 years of age. That girl was me. So, I was witnessing the whole scene of myself interacting with this being or ancient Guru. He was showing me the earth down below. I could only see me from the back and I had long black hair. He was speaking to me but not with the mouth but with the mind. The earth was spinning very fast and I could see the incarnations of Ram & Seeta, Krishna and other people pop up from the earth from time to time. I saw them ascending upwards from the earth. I understood that the spinning represented time passing by. So it meant that time was passing by very fast and I was given the instruction to take birth on earth and spread divine love or love for God. I did not say a word but I was going to jump into the earth and he stopped me. He made me come to the earth using a passageway by going through the earth or mountain that I was standing on. I started to go downwards through the earth like tunnel and then I forgot who I was and came out of the dream or vision. I can’t remember which one. What I remember is that it was so vivid and colorful and felt so good that I made a sketch(shown at the top of the page) of it. This was the only sketch of a dream that ever made because it was so profound to me.

I never told my guru about this dream. Once I had a conversation with my Guru. I was sort of saying how difficult it was in my body with the moving Shakti, meditation and the changes; her remark was “Who told you to love God so much?” I was shocked, because many talk about the way to God is through love.

The thing is I loved God with a passion. I could not get God out of my mind and feelings after I had started to go to the temple. After my husband passed away, I would play bhajans and kirtans on my way to and from work. I would even sing them while I was cooking. When I got my guru I would think of my guruji all the time. It might seem really odd to many but that’s how it was. So now I think that this dream was/is my purpose on this earth. The thing is once I met my Guruji, I started to go into meditation spontaneously.

Later on I got instructions from my Guru and other further messages from the universe. Read more on my Divine Embodiments and Sacred Dissolution page.

Closing Note

I share this not as proof, but as a reflection of the mystery and grace…

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Jai Guruji Shri Nandini Maa
May this page honor the grace that flows through all forms, and the Guru who revealed it.