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When the Divine Reveals Itself

In When the Divine Reveals Itself, I share the deeply personal story of my spiritual awakening—the confusion and fear that accompanied it, the sudden loss of my husband, the guidance of my Guru, and the extraordinary inner experiences that gradually revealed the deeper purpose of my life.

For many years, I could not write about these experiences in the form of a book. I was living through states that had no language, no concepts, and no stable form that could easily be shaped into a narrative. There were periods of silence, periods of deep inward absorption, and other times when expression emerged in different ways—through satsang, brief writings, or fragments shared on a website. But the deeper movement unfolding beneath it all could not yet be gathered into words in the way it is here.

At the time, all I could preserve were small journal entries—simple markers of something far larger than I could fully express. Only now, nearly fifteen to twenty years later, has the space opened for these experiences to be written with greater clarity.

This book is not an explanation. It is simply a sharing—a quiet offering of what was lived, as honestly and simply as it can be told. If something in these pages touches you, let it be the presence behind the words, not the words themselves.

In the Space of Krishna

A contemplation that arose while thinking of Krishna

One morning, while sitting in quiet contemplation, my mind turned toward Krishna. As I stayed with that presence, a different kind of thinking opened—spacious, ancient, and not quite my ordinary mind. What followed was a stream of insight about creation, consciousness, and the living universe. I don’t claim these words as revelation. They simply arose from that inner space, and I offer them here as a reflection—perhaps something Krishna might say.

I am beyond space, time, light, and the void.

This reality manifests from a part of me, and that part emanates the void first so it can hold creation. Light, space, and time arise as constructs. With sound, different waves and frequencies are born. In this reality, physicality unfolds across many universes, dimensions, and vibrational fields. Everything is moving at its own frequency.

From my divine substance, consciousness and energy flow into the living universe, just as a mother is tied to her baby through an umbilical cord. You can say my umbilical cord is tethered to the cosmos. Energy and consciousness emanate from my navel into the living universe you know. This is why the ancients depicted Brahma emerging from the navel of Lord Vishnu. The Brahma energy uses consciousness, light, sound, and waves to create the living worlds. All that you see exists—and many realms remain unseen. In the first iteration, everything was what you would call “quantumly entangled.”

You cannot exist without the energy and consciousness that arise from my divine substance. It is as though I have given you a piece of my own soul, and through this you feel your connection to the universe and the beings within it. Each soul carries a unique cosmic print, and all souls are quantumly connected because of their shared origin — like threads woven into a single tapestry.

This universe is alive, and this planet is a living being. Its consciousness is different from that of a human, just as a baby’s consciousness is different from the mother’s. Every form of creation requires energy and consciousness, but each operates at its own frequency.

I reveal myself to those who seek me.

My ways are mysterious.